How all of a sudden, someone just wakes up and decides to never talk to you again. No reason. No explanation. No words said. They just leave you hanging like you never meant shit to them, and what hurts the most is how they made it look so easy.
It’s one of the worst feelings I can get. I feel like my stomach drops and I just keep staring at it or keep re-reading it . Then I think… Why does it matter if i saw it? It makes me feel bad about myself.
To me, it seems as if Tumblr is becoming a popularity site. All these new things called Tumblrtrain.com and Ilovefollowing.com,and promo's seriously? I didn't join tumblr for followers. I know some did.. they wanted to be recognized on the internet. Do it by doing something practical, make a sex tape for all I care. I didn't join Tumblr for followers.. I joined it, so I could vent out all my thoughts & no one in my school would know any of my secrets. Its my personal online diary, which no one can see besides my followers. Why? Because I trust them. I earned them, I didn't beg for them.
Despite the fact we don’t talk anymore, our past arguments, and when we do cross sights, it’s very awkward. You may not see it, or believe it but I do ask people how you’re doing. I just honestly wished that things didn’t go the way they did, and hoped for the opposite outcome.
I still do, care about you, but I don’t think it matters anymore.
I’m pissed off. Like legitimately. So in high school, you meet new friends that you enjoy hanging out with right? So i’ve gotten closer to some people that i’ve never thought i would. Turns out they’re actually like super nice, and it’s fun hanging out with them. Don’t get me wrong, or anything, but listen ; sure i have new friends, but i will never forget my old friends. K, one of my followers knows who i’m talking about but yeah. Anyways, i stick to my promises, no matter what. That’s one thing for sure i’ll promise, is to keep a damn promise. So i remember, back in elementary, i promised my two best friends (you guys are following me too.) that i’d never ditch them, cause one of them was like worried that i would for my other friends. I’ve kept my promise. I’m sorry if you feel that i haven’t but I still chill with you guys, and even if we don’t hang out, we still talk and all right? So i’m glad we’re still tight. But then, one of my other friends, from that school where those unexpected friends are, lets call her 1. So yeah, 1, told one of my old friends that i was gonna ditch them for those new friends. 1 is also one of my close friends, i love her to death, but…who the fuck are you to tell my friends i’m going to ditch them? YOU AREN’T ME, YOU DON’T KNOW WHAT I’M THINKING, YOU DON’T KNOW WHAT I’M GONNA DO. Like just shut up. You don’t know anything. Maybe that’s happened to you, maybe your friends left you for them, or you left your friends for them, but i won’t leave my friends. That’s not me. Sure i’m close with them, we hang out, but i spend equal time with both of the groups. But yeah, & to those followers who think they know what i’m talking about, (besides those two friends), don’t assume shit, don’t spread it. WHAT’S ON TUMBLR, STAYS ON TUMBLR.
We talked non-stop for the past couple months & suddenly you just stop talking. We had like a two minute conversation last night on the phone, and done, just like that. It’s that feeling like my day’s just incomplete without speaking to you. Iunno, i guess the ignorance is getting to me now..
29890.) You were my best friend. I trusted that you would never leave my side, but you proved me wrong. I don't know how it happened. All I know is one day we stopped communicating and over the summer you basically told me you didn't have time to try to fix our friendship. You have no idea how much it hurt hearing those words. It's ok though. Even though I lost your friendship I gained an even better one. I found a best friend that actually cares about what I have to say even if it is the exact same thing I cried about yesterday. There are days that I miss you and the friendship you provided because it's always difficult to lose a best friend. I would like to thank you though for being a jerk to me because it brought me a true best friend out of it. Someone who is the complete opposite of you, a good person.
“I think that everyone can change if the right person comes along… and I think that every girl wants to be the right person. Every girl wants to be the one girl that can change that guy.”—Lauren Conrad. (via laurenxconrad)
Maybe I wear too much. Maybe I wear too less. It doesn’t matter how much I wear as long as I’m still the same fucking person in the end. Just because a girl wears makeup doesn’t mean they can’t look pretty without it. Stop bitching about it because it’s not even your face. If natural beauty is so important to you, then go some place else because I’m not the girl you’re looking for.